I'm sorry to say you probably won't be able to get any, unless you can convince family or friends to reconsider your request. Even if you did have a good credit score, you say you are leaving the country and heading abroad--how could a bank or loan company be sure that you would pay back the loan?
You might be able to sell your computer or phone to raise cash.
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Get a good pair of shoes, and start walking. When you get to the coast, take those shoes off, and start swimming. No other way you will get there. You dug yourself into this hole, so you are stuck with what you have.
Grandpa used to say, "Every tub sits on its own bottom."
Stop leaning on others and start being responsible for your own problems.
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